They Took the Words Right Outta My Mouth...*sigh*

"If I Don't Pick Up Don't The Phone Like I Use To ...Don't You take It Personal...If I Do I All The Things That I Use To ...I Ain't Mad At You...If You Get To Feeling Stressed Up In Your Chest Thinking That You About To Lose...Baby it's true...And If You're Losing Out On Sleep Home Worrying About Me...This How It Be...If You Don't Know Now you Know You Going To Miss My Love And I Ain't Stressing Bout A Dawg On Thang Cause I was True When I Gave You My Love...If You Search You Will Never Find Another Love Like My LoveYou going To Miss Me I Ain't Got Time While You Sit Around And Play With my Love...If You Think I Caught A Feeling When I Heard About That Other Chick..Noooo I Already Knew About It I Just Needed Time Just To Clear My Mind And Ask Myself Why I didnt handle it...And If You Would've Taken care Of Home,'Stead Of Leaving Me Alone I Would Be Right There With You Taken Care Of You Steady loving You Like I Used To Do...There Was Once A Time I Blamed Myself For What Was Wrong...But I Can See So clearly Now Cause You Are Gone That's How I Spend All My Time When You Weren't Home Playing Around With Them Raggedy Hefers...No More stressing, No more crying, No More Trying I Would Rather be Alone I'd Rather Be All By Myself...Because This Valuable Heart Of Mine Was Yours Until I Realize Finally Opened My Eyes.....You See Ladies, I Know, I Knew Better...What Was I Thinking. He Going To Miss Me When I'm Gone.

Cant Shake the Thought....

With time comes healing....well at least I hope so. There are so many things I wish I could go back in time and do over. You know that thing that just always resurfaces back into your mind even though you know there's nothing at all that you can do to change it. I try constantly to become a better person everyday, but can I do that with the thoughts of yesterday on my mind? I guess I want time to heal the pain my decisions have cost me. Amd when I say heal I dont mean forget...forgetting can cause the same mistake to happen twice. i just want to be at peace.....

Rain Down On Me....

To some the rain is depressing...To me a rainy day is like your excuse to a sweet excape. There's nothing like gray skies, that fresh rain smell, and seeing those tiny driplets of water fall from the sky. It makes me want to just take off all of my clothes and curl up in my covers (*bonus if you have someone special to get close to*) and just relaxxx! It is the simplest thing we can do for ourselves only half of us never have the time. So I dont know about all of you but today is a perfect day to just chill and get back to your number 1 person....YOU!