Something REAL

...People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so out of control that you have to transform your life...
Peace Love And Today Plenty of COFFEE

I'm leaving....

...."My attitude is celibate...I dont give a f***"

Feeling like it's time to look out for Kayja. Tired of thinking about how to please the next person, I cant look out for me and the next and the next. When the next is only thinking about themselves. YUP!

"Blame it on me!"

Wale Pretty Girls Video Shoot!

....I had a blast last night at Wale's Pretty Girl's Video shoot. The set was amazing the directors photographers and everybody was just ON. We enjoyed ourselves it was definitely one of my favorite modeling experiences thus far!

A lil Something....

Hello All......

I'm feeling very blue-ish today (not sad) I'm just calm and cool and relaxed. I wont say much today but I gotta say Thank you to God...I just feel so blessed, I have a good job, going to school, my family is ....well family, my relationship is getting it's mojo back and I just had to publicly just thank the lord. Before I go I just wanna leave you all with this and I read this early this morning, so maybe that's why I was in such good spirits.....

"You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you."

Have a good night!

Peace...Love...and of course...Ice Cream =]

Giving and Taking.....

...So let's talk about....RELATIONSHIPS. I guess there's no secret that when it comes to relationships it's not always fair, it's not always 50/50. Sometimes when you're with somebody it feels good and so right there seems like nothing can ever go wrong...and then there's times when you feel like everything is going wrong. It's almost like you're literally blind folded and your trusting your all in your significant other, if there's a sick on the ground you would hope that they wouldn't let you trip. However, there are times that they get distracted and you fall. Then the decision is on you... there are three choices...1) You get up put the blind fold back on and keep on tripping over more sticks. 2) Get up say F*** the blind fold and him and walk the other way. 3) You continue to follow only this time you peak through the blind fold so that you can still see the sticks that are in your path, then when you've gone over enough sticks without tripping, you allow your eyes to slowly close again... being completely blinded.

I guess there is no telling when the person you trust with your all will let you trip and fall or if they ever will, and I guess that's what make this fascination with this thing called love... well fascinating. I think we as human beings are compelled to the things that are unknown. I know for me I am completely terrified of the idea of "sleeping with a broken heart" but what I'm even more terrified of is never being able to say I've loved before. So I'll just Give and Take and continue to do a lucky blow on my dice before I roll them into the game of Love...

Peace.Love. and Ice Cream =]

Live to Learn and Learn to Live

.....It's so funny how as we grow older and mature, we face the same conflicts over and over again. I guess that's the part of life where we are to look back and think about how we handled each situation differently at each point in our lives. As for me I am learning that sometimes things don't go the way we plan them all the time. Before every happily ever after there are always A LOT of bumps in the road. You have to defeat the dragon before you can get to the castle...right? In everything that we do there is always going to be problems...school, work, relationships. I am learning to love every imperfect thing about myself, and I am focusing on what I want out of life....And so should you.....

Peace...Love....and Ice Cream =]